My jealousy has ignited a flame that I have not felt for quite some time. My desire to keep youbto myself is the fuel that keeps the flame burning. Call it selfish but wanting you for myself is not a crime. Take my jealously as a sign that being with you is what i mean yearning.

It has been a while that I have felt jealous. Jealousy is a feeling not of insecurity but a feeling of how much i want you. The little attention you give to others makes me feel uneasy but also makes me courageous. Brave enough ti show you how much i want all of you.

It is rare that I feel jealous and i do hope you understand where I am coming from. For me, it is a sign of how much you are wanted. We will forever be together and igniting the flame is just one way to show you that I want you.

Our home in Lerato is amazing. A truly memorable place and a huge step for our relationship.

The Lerato condo has a cabinet large enough to hide in. I will never forget the first time I surprised you by hiding in this cabinet. It was a good laugh and seeing you really shocked is a look i will never forget.

To more fun surprises and laughs, my Chimchim!

A volcano sent ash spewing all over the metro and nearby provinces. Work calls for me to go on customer visits with a colleague from our head office. The only thing on my mind right now is spending time with you, my ban gai cua toi.

Ever since we’ve been together, all I long for is to be with you. Is it infatuation? Am I crazy? Or is it truly love that drives me crazy knowing that work is taking away precious time to be with you.

A simple surprise that I saw you last Monday, Jan 13, 2020. Seeing you smile, a hug, and a kiss were the things that made my anxiety from work go away. Seeing you and spending a shirt time with you also was a bad decision. It ignited my desire to be with you.

I made this blog to express how I feel for you secretly. You know I care for you more that you’ll ever know. I am really glad that we are together. We are meant to be.